[Filtered from Akito]

[hates_leeks]

Murata. I need to talk to you. Already.

I'm at Shishou's if anyone needs me.

Kisa, I hope you liked the stuffed animal.

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[geikaface.livejournal.com]

...Ahaha.

That's a little awkward.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

...if he...finds out about us...

Do you...pity me?

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

What will happen?

My answer to that question hasn't changed since the weekend, Kyo. I don't pity you.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

We will both be hurt.

Sorry.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

I'm going to be with you as long as you want me, Kyo.

Can I ask why you brought it up?

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I still want you. Trust me.

I...haven't told you everything, though. For selfish reasons.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

I hope so, after all that. :)

Do you think I'm going to leave you if you tell me?

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I wished you didn't have to go home.

I think you will...regret being persistent about me in the first place.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

Ahaha! My parents will worry otherwise. :)

Maybe if I only had a simple crush on you, I would. But that's not the case.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I...won't be able to see you anymore, after I graduate.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

Why not?

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

If I can't defeat Yuki by then...I am going to be kept away. From everyone. Except Akito.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

Is that something you agreed to?

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

All the cats become locked up. We're...nothing but monsters.

Are you...going to leave me now to make the pain less later?

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

...I'm not going to leave you, Kyo.

I feel a little helpless. :(

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I don't know what to do.

So do I.

I love you.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

I don't either. There's...really nothing you can do?

Kyo. ♥

I love you. ...I'll take a picture of me blushing right now, ahaha.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I could...hide in Shin Makoku. Forever. Or someone could kill Akito I guess...but then a new head will just be born. Or...I don't know. You could...break me out.

I'm sorry. I should have told you sooner.

How long did you sit there after you typed that and before you pushed submit?

Are you going to blush every time I say it? ♥

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

Would you be able to hide? Hmm...is it difficult to break people out? I'd rather break the curse, but it would be nice to have a backup plan.

It's okay, Kyo. I don't think it would have changed anything. :)

...Just a few minutes.

Ahaha! Of course not... ♥

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I don't know.

If we could break it, don't you think our ancestors would have figured it out...?

Really? You don't...regret it?

Are you scared?

I want to see it again. ♥

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

It took four thousand years to free someone's soul. Things can happen at any time. :)

What is there to regret?

Of what? Sending you a picture of me blushing?

...Maybe later. ♥

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Regret falling for me. For having to feel...this way.

Scared of saying you love me.

Only maybe? ♥

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

To feel what way? You've given up early on...and I'm not blaming you for it, Kyo. But I can't do the same. Even if I don't succeed, I'm still going to enjoy every moment with you. Okay?

Hmm. It's slightly easier over the internet.

Ahaha! Fine, definitely. ♥

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

You did make a promise...not to give up on me.

Why does it scare you.

Good, I want to see. ♥

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

I know. I haven't forgotten. :)

Because I've never fully done it before, except...once. And it wasn't anything like this.

Then you will. ♥