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...its always my goddamn fault. I'm so tired of this.

I don't know what I want, Kisa.

...I've ruined things..everything was just fine..and ..and I had to make things worse..I'm sorry oniichan. I know you'll say it's not my fault, but please see that this time, it really is. ..I'm sure you'll still say everything that happened yesterday was your fault..but...I love you even more for yesterday. I love you so much.

...Kisa.

You supported me. I am sorry that I hurt everyone and ..but I still want to grow stronger. You understand that...that means more to me than anything..and I will tell you all the time until you get sick of hearing it.. I love you.

Thanks, kiddo.

Our family struggles a lot.. but I'm ok as long as you'll be here for me.

I'll try...

Um..Oniichan..can I please go on the roof? I..I need to make an important wish.

I'll come...I can watch for that cow, he is supposed to be coming. He will probably get lost.

Ok! I have a large wish to ask the stars....he will?

That guy always gets lost...

What are you going to wish for?

Poor Haru..

It's my one selfish wish..I'm going to wish that I ... will never be separated from Oniichan...

Don't "poor Haru" him.

Kisa...you shouldn't wish that.

Why not?

Oniichan...didn't I already tell you how much I love you?

Because its his own fault for being stupid.

Kisa, I know. I'm just worried...

..Just stay with me ok?

...ok

And by the way. You didn't hurt yourself again did you?

...what do you mean again?

Last time you were upset about something you punched a wall.

...I thought I didn't tell you about that.

No you did.. when I asked you why you needed band-aids. So did you?

Oh, yeah, cuz you wouldn't stop asking.

Umm...no.

You're not lying are you? Did you hurt yourself...please tell me the truth..It will only hurt me more if you lie to me.

OMGOKFINE. Yeah.