hates_leeks | [Filtered to Kisa]

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Kisa. Remember our promise. And stay away from LiveJournal for now. Don't worry about me and Haru, we can handle things. Be brave, kid.

Don't even think that oniichan......please...I.. I love you.

Kisa. I have to think about it.

What's to think about? We're supposed to be together forever.

That's not realistic....I'm sorry...

I..I won't give up, even if you do.

I'm sorry.

What are you sorry for?

Because I'm going to hurt you.

What do you mean?

I shouldn't have allowed you in my life. I can only cause you pain, Kisa. Don't you get it? I am putting you in danger and breaking my promise...

T..the o-only way y-you can hurt m-me now.. i-is "If you take back your love.."

I can't...but I don't want you to get hurt.

Just..just please... please don't give up on me. Stay with me.

I can't stay with you...

..o..oniichan..w-why?

Because Akito says so.

..y-you...b-be...because o-of that?

We can't go against Akito...

..so...so you're going t..to..l-leave...leave me?

I don't have a choice. I don't want to. Kisa. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have let you get hurt like this.

i..it....it's not..not your fault..i-it's.. always...always like this..

it is my fault...I should have known better.

n-no...not your fault..m-mine..if...if I was...stronger..or...I..my fault..

I should have pushed you away from the beginning like I do everyone else...Haru too...everything is my fault...

S...stop..please..I..I'm not ...stop..stop saying those things.. please.

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