hates_leeks | [Filtered to Kisa]

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Kisa. Remember our promise. And stay away from LiveJournal for now. Don't worry about me and Haru, we can handle things. Be brave, kid.

I shouldn't have allowed you in my life. I can only cause you pain, Kisa. Don't you get it? I am putting you in danger and breaking my promise...

T..the o-only way y-you can hurt m-me now.. i-is "If you take back your love.."

I can't...but I don't want you to get hurt.

Just..just please... please don't give up on me. Stay with me.

I can't stay with you...

..o..oniichan..w-why?

Because Akito says so.

..y-you...b-be...because o-of that?

We can't go against Akito...

..so...so you're going t..to..l-leave...leave me?

I don't have a choice. I don't want to. Kisa. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have let you get hurt like this.

i..it....it's not..not your fault..i-it's.. always...always like this..

it is my fault...I should have known better.

n-no...not your fault..m-mine..if...if I was...stronger..or...I..my fault..

I should have pushed you away from the beginning like I do everyone else...Haru too...everything is my fault...

S...stop..please..I..I'm not ...stop..stop saying those things.. please.

I'm sorry Kisa...I love you, remember it even when I'm not there. I can't stop that now.

I..

I'm sorry.