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[hates_leeks]

Going job hunting is annoying. Remind me to never do it again. Especially don't do it with a girl.

I think I actually have to go back to school next week...I don't have an excuse anymore. Stupid efficient immune system.

Since when is this stupid house the place everyone's damn hangout?! I can't get any peace and quiet for even a little nap around here. So instead I made a few icons to try to cancel out all the ugly ones you idiots made.





Haru - I put the blank one on there just in case you wanted to write your own thing on there.

Comments

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Its...nice.

[isuzukuretsuki.livejournal.com]

That doesn't sound very sincere.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Fine, don't believe me.

[isuzukuretsuki.livejournal.com]

The ellipse is very suspect.

And I know you don't like me. It's okay.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I didn't want it to sound too nice.

No, it's not ok, damnit.

[isuzukuretsuki.livejournal.com]

What?

[Private]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I don't...want to fight...

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[isuzukuretsuki.livejournal.com]

We're not fighting.

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[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I'm just saying...I'm trying.

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[isuzukuretsuki.livejournal.com]

Well. That's good. I'm trying too.

Although we do have good reason to hate each other, you know.

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[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

...I don't want to. And...I know about...everything. Akito told me.

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[isuzukuretsuki.livejournal.com]

...oh. Really? Everything?

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[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

...yeah.

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[isuzukuretsuki.livejournal.com]

...Haru doesn't know why I dumped him.

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[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

...Akito told me you dumped him because you were planning on killing yourself and you didn't want to hurt him.

He kept...yelling and screaming...that he still loves you...and he could never love me. I am a worthless cat.

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[isuzukuretsuki.livejournal.com]

...that's not what happened.

Akito called me to see him and told me that if I kept seeing Haru he would hurt him. So I dumped him. And Akito threw me out a window. I loved Haru. I still love him.

And I think he does love you. Even if I wanted him back...he loves you.

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[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I-...I'm sorry...

He told me he still loves you...but he loves me, too...If I don't believe him...it just fucking hurts. I have to...even though I don't know how he could...

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[isuzukuretsuki.livejournal.com]

He told me that he can love more than one person.

I don't understand that. I don't think I will love anyone other than him in my entire life.

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[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I didn't think anyone could ever love me, Rin. Haru and Kisa proved me wrong. You can't...just give up. That's stupid.

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[isuzukuretsuki.livejournal.com]

I'm not giving up. I just...I still love him. I don't want to let him go. I dumped him because of Akito and no other reason. I want him. I love him. I have to give him up. He's already moved on. He's with you now.

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[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry...

Akito is always right...the only thing I can do is hurt people...

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[isuzukuretsuki.livejournal.com]

It's not your fault. You didn't know. I just...I'm upset that he started dating someone so quickly after me. he got over me that quickly. I need to stop talking. I'm sorry.

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[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

It IS my fault!!! I should've told him no and kicked his ass instead of believing him in the first place. DAMNIT.

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[isuzukuretsuki.livejournal.com]

No. It's not your fault. And he's the one who started dating someone so soon after me. I'm sure that he loves you. He's incapable of lying about stuff like that. It just hurts. I'm trying to get over him. I'm sorry.

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[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

...How can you be so damn sure he loves me when I don't even know half the time?!