hates_leeks (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
hates_leeks) wrote2007-09-14 05:25 pm
hates_leeks) wrote2007-09-14 05:25 pm
Entry tags:
- haru,
- icons,
- naps,
- yuki sucks
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Going job hunting is annoying. Remind me to never do it again. Especially don't do it with a girl.
I think I actually have to go back to school next week...I don't have an excuse anymore. Stupid efficient immune system.
Since when is this stupid house the place everyone's damn hangout?! I can't get any peace and quiet for even a little nap around here. So instead I made a few icons to try to cancel out all the ugly ones you idiots made.
Haru - I put the blank one on there just in case you wanted to write your own thing on there.
I think I actually have to go back to school next week...I don't have an excuse anymore. Stupid efficient immune system.
Since when is this stupid house the place everyone's damn hangout?! I can't get any peace and quiet for even a little nap around here. So instead I made a few icons to try to cancel out all the ugly ones you idiots made.
Haru - I put the blank one on there just in case you wanted to write your own thing on there.
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Why is it so hard to trust another person?
...and sorry, we don't have to talk if I'm pissing you off.
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You're not pissing me off.
It's just...I've hated you this whole time. And not because you're the cat. Because even after I dumped Haru, he followed me everywhere; he kissed me, he hugged me, he came to me in the middle of the night and held me while I was sleeping. And he doesn't do that anymore. Because he has you now. He doesn't need me anymore.
And it's so hard to trust people, because most people are bastards who don't care about anybody but themselves. There is only one person in the universe who has ever loved me.
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I guess there is a first time for everything?
Rin, you idiot. He does need you, if anything happened to you it would rip him apart. ((OOC: Mmm beef!! Its whats for dinner! I had to do it XD)) I don't think he thinks someone who dumped him would WANT him to do those things, either.
Then you're obviously doing a better job than I am at driving people away...
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...apparently.
No. He doesn't need me. I need to leave. Or something. And he did do those things. Until you.
...at least I've accomplished something.
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Theres other people out there Rin who care about you, like Yuki and Hiro and Shishou even though you push them all away. And that IS pretty goddamn selfish if you ask me. I push them away because I will HURT them. You just want to be alone.
As far as finding someone who will love you, I don't have a damn clue about those things. But if I somehow found two people who can love me, ME of all things then I don't doubt for a second that you can find 100 times that many.
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They don't really care. There's no way they really care. I'm not worth that. I push them away because I don't believe them.
Why are you assuming that I'm any better than you? And in case you haven't noticed, it's sort of impossible for me to date someone outside of the zodiac. I've been sort of seeing this guy for awhile, and if he didn't already know...
So what other options do I have, then? Hatori? Shigure?? ...Momiji????
No.
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