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[hates_leeks]

Going job hunting is annoying. Remind me to never do it again. Especially don't do it with a girl.

I think I actually have to go back to school next week...I don't have an excuse anymore. Stupid efficient immune system.

Since when is this stupid house the place everyone's damn hangout?! I can't get any peace and quiet for even a little nap around here. So instead I made a few icons to try to cancel out all the ugly ones you idiots made.





Haru - I put the blank one on there just in case you wanted to write your own thing on there.

Comments

Re: [Private]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Stop lying, damnit. Do you even READ the 800 concerned comments he leaves you on EVERY ENTRY??

Re: [Private]

[isuzukuretsuki.livejournal.com]

He was supposed to stop caring.

Re: [Private]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Well obviously he hasn't, so just accept it. If you do anything to him, including going away...I know it doesn't matter to you, but I won't forgive you.

Re: [Private]

[isuzukuretsuki.livejournal.com]

Then what the fuck am I supposed to do.

Re: [Private]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

...how the hell should I know?!

Re: [Private]

[isuzukuretsuki.livejournal.com]

Do you want me to stay and fucking watch the two of you, then??? Watch the only person who ever cared about me with someone else? Is it selfish of me to want to leave???

Re: [Private]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I don't know!!!

Theres other people out there Rin who care about you, like Yuki and Hiro and Shishou even though you push them all away. And that IS pretty goddamn selfish if you ask me. I push them away because I will HURT them. You just want to be alone.

As far as finding someone who will love you, I don't have a damn clue about those things. But if I somehow found two people who can love me, ME of all things then I don't doubt for a second that you can find 100 times that many.

Re: [Private]

[isuzukuretsuki.livejournal.com]

It fucking hurts to see you two together. I don't want to see it.

They don't really care. There's no way they really care. I'm not worth that. I push them away because I don't believe them.

Why are you assuming that I'm any better than you? And in case you haven't noticed, it's sort of impossible for me to date someone outside of the zodiac. I've been sort of seeing this guy for awhile, and if he didn't already know...

So what other options do I have, then? Hatori? Shigure?? ...Momiji????

No.

Re: [Private]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Just give them one stupid chance, would you?!

Re: [Private]

[isuzukuretsuki.livejournal.com]

I don't want to.

Re: [Private]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Well then don't complain that no one cares!

Re: [Private]

[isuzukuretsuki.livejournal.com]

I wasn't complaining.

Re: [Private]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Wait, you're seeing someone?

Re: [Private]

[isuzukuretsuki.livejournal.com]

...sort of.

Re: [Private]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Who?

Re: [Private]

[isuzukuretsuki.livejournal.com]

...you probably don't know him.