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LOG POST: Haru and Kyo
Who? Haru and Kyo
What? Kyo just got let out by Akito.
Where? Random playground
When? Before this post.
Why? WHY NOT?! And because I've never done a log before. *cowers* Sorry if it sucks.
Rated: A for Awkward.
Kyo: *curled up on a platform next to the slide, facing the wall, his arms over his face*...*can be heard mumbling and whimpering almost inaudibly, his body trembling*
Haru: *Walking through the park, thinking. He barely managed to escape the locked room, but Hatori seemed occupied so he made his escape* ..... *Not really minding where he is going* ......*Hears...Crying?* ....Hello?
Kyo: *freezes immediately, his jaw locked shut and hair standing on end, he closes his eyes tightly hoping to somehow will himself into invisibility*
Haru: .....*kinda confused* Is someone there? *kinda worried about the "random stranger" crying* Are you lost? *wanders over in Kyo's direction*
Kyo: *curls himself up tighter, so tight he can't even take a deep breath* S-st-stay awa-ay from m-me. *he manages to choke out in a low, pained voice*
Haru: ...... *It hits him* Kyo!? *TTL MENTAL KEYSMASH LOL* *Not going to stay away, of course* !! *Runs over so he's right behind him* Is it really you!?
Kyo: *thinks to himself, “Shit...” stays silent, still curled up in his ball*
Haru: *Doesn't know what to say* .....Are you....mad at me?
Kyo: *thinks to himself, "What a stupid question...of course I'm not mad at you."* Yes, now go away you idiot. *cringes as he says the words, feeling them sting his tongue as he says them...*
Haru: .....I'm sorry. *Doesn't leave* But I won't go. Are you hurt? Let me see!
Kyo: DONT TOUCH ME! Just get the hell away...I...I....*tears well back up in his eyes as he starts trembling again and rocking back and forth, his head hitting the wall of the playhouse*
Haru: *notices the trembling* ....... *Bend down and wraps his arms around Kyo's body tightly* I won't leave.
Kyo: *his heart races, his eyes still closed tightly in fear, tears squeezing their way out, but the trembling stops at Haru's embrace, and he doesn't try to escape the warmth of Haru's arms* Stop it, jus-just go.
Haru: No. *Continues to hold Kyo, not giving a hint of letting go.* Tell me what happened to you. *rests his chin on Kyo's shoulder*
Kyo: *can't help but relax a bit, his face becoming less pained, he swallows hard and wipes his nose with his shirt sleeve before turning to look at Haru with bloodshot eyes and dirt and blood-stained face* What the hell do you even care?
Haru: Because I love you, stupid. *Uses the sleeve of his shirt to wipe away some of the tears, dirt, and blood on Kyo's face* :|
Kyo: Forget about it, you can't. *shoves his beaded wrist in Haru's face* Yeah, see that? That's why you can't. I'm a fucking monster! *his voice gets progressively choked and higher pitched, nearing tears again* So stop playing with me!!!
Haru: I'm not playing. *wraps his hand around Kyo's wrist*
Kyo: *forcefully tries to jerk his arm out of Haru's grip, yelping out in pain* DAMN COW!!! I told you not to touch me!
Haru: *Frowns, but doesn't let go* But if I let you go...then you'll probably run away from me. And I won't let that happen.
Kyo: I'm not gonna run away you idiot! Just let go, damnit. *grits his teeth, closing his eyes again tightly* IT HURTS!!!!
Haru: I'm not holding you that tightly. *doesn't want to let go, but does so.* What happened?
Kyo: *pushes up his sleeve carefully to reveal long red slashes in his skin, he looks away and blushes, obviously feeling ashamed* He told them to...t-tame me.
Haru: .........................................................Kyo. *feels HORRIBLY GUILTY AND ANGSTY* I'm...so sorry....*looks away*
Kyo: *rolls his sleeve back down and curls up even more, cradling the arm with the beads* He told me about you...and Rin...and kept yelling... *shivers in fear and pain*
Haru: ...........*Still feels terrible* Kyo. Just calm down, and take deep breaths. *Rubs Kyo's back, not wanting to touch him too much and hurt him* What else?
Kyo: Stop acting like you care about me, damnit. *tears form on the edges of his eyes* He said...you love Rin. And...and no one can love a monster like me. Th-that you just...pity me. *chokes out the last few words* Just like Kagura does.
Haru: Don't listen to Akito. *wraps his arm around Kyo's waist* I do love Rin, Kyo. And I always will. But I don't pity you, I love you too. And you aren't a monster. I don't think so. Not at all.
Kyo: How can I not listen to him?! He's right!!! *turns his head to look intently into Haru's eyes, anger and pain behind his own* You can't say those things after taking my beads off, so don't stay them at all.
Haru: You don't know that. *Eyes narrow a bit* Akito doesn't know how I feel. Or what I'd do. Or anything like that. He only wants to hurt you. *stares back at Kyo, refusing to look away*
Kyo: He said he would lock you away...instead of me...if...we...if...*suddenly punches the wall of the playhouse hard, crying out in pain*
Haru: *Eyes widen in surprise* What did I say about doing that!? *Grabs Kyo's wrist so he doesn't do it again* I don't care if he locks me away. I don't want him to hurt you or Rin or Yuki.
Kyo: All I do is hurt everyone!!! How can you say those things about me?! *close to hysterics, his breathing rapid, tears running down his face* I AM THE FUCKING CAT!!! YOU CAN’T LOVE ME!!!!
Haru: WELL WHO SAID I FUCKING CAN’T? *Getting annoyed* I DO, DAMMIT. *Tightens his grip on Kyo's wrist* God dammit, don't you get it? I fucking love you, don't you doubt me!
Kyo: *stunned, goes silent, staring at the angry Haru* I... *a lump rises in his throat choking his words, he swallows hard and says in a small voice* I love you too... *closes his eyes tightly trying to ignore the pain in his wrist*
Haru: Then don't doubt me. *Much calmer now* Have faith in me, I'll take care of you. I want to take care of the people I love....I don't want to be pushed aside.
Kyo: H-haru...*turns his body slowly and feebly towards Haru, nuzzing his orange hair against Haru's waist* I-I'm sorry...
Haru: *rests his hand on Kyo's head, his eyelids drooping* It's all right. I know...You must hate me for this. All this is my fault.
Kyo: I...I lied earlier. I'm not mad at you. *blushes profusely* I just...*trails off* I can't hate you and its not your fault.
Haru: It is my fault. I should have been more careful. *Runs his fingers through Kyo's hair* It was careless of me.
Kyo: *absentmindedly presses his head against Haru's hand* Its not your fault damnit. *crossly* I'd do it again, even for an idiot like you.
Haru: *Continues to run his hands through Kyo's hair* I'm not an idiot. And I don't want you to go through that again.
Kyo: I don't feel s-- *suddenly goes stiff and silent, his hair bristling* Its going to rain.
Haru: *Blinks and looks up at the sky* ....You're right. It's going to. Come on. *Tries to pull Kyo up* We have to get you back to Sensei's house.
Kyo: *yelps in pain, his muscles failing him* I-- *shivers violently, curling up in pain again feeling a few drops of cold rain hit his hot skin* c-carry me? *clouds of orange smoke appear, he transforms into a tattered orange cat*
Haru: *cuddles the kitten in his arms* All right. *Takes off his jacket and wraps it around Kyo* This should keep you warm. And dry.
Kyo: *lays unmoving within Haru's jacket, taking long deep breathes of his strong scent* ...can you find the way? I can't...stay awake... *eyelids drooping dangerously*
Haru: *Slightly alarmed* All right, don't worry. I'll find the way. *Kind of worried that he won't* I kind of know this area.
Kyo: I haven't been eaten or slept in...how long was I...? *eyes now closed* You'll find it...
Haru: *Holds Kyo closer to keep him warm* All right. Now, try to stay awake until we're there okay? What else happened while you were...away?
Kyo: Yeah, ok... *tries to rouse himself, but is still in a slightly dazed state of mind* Your jacket smells... *whiskers twitch* He yelled a lot...It hurts my ears...I keep hearing it...
Haru: Great. He yelled at you and my jacket smells. :| *Rubs Kyo's ears a little bit* Try to get it out of your mind.
Kyo: The room was...dark...and dirty...and cold. I like your stupid jacket much better. *lifts his head slightly to feebly nuzzle Haru's hand* Are we there yet...?
Haru: Forget about that room. I won't let you go back there. *Continues to rub Kyo's head* Almost...
Kyo: You're not helping me stay awake... *a low purring sound starts in his throat* But we can't...go against him...did you bring my clothes?
Haru: .....................*Totally forgot Kyo's clothes and has no idea where they might be* ......I'll lend you some of mine. *Decides to ignore the Akito comment*
Kyo: *rubs against Haru's hand with a little more strength* Idiot. I'll kick your ass for that later...*opens his eyes and looks around, not seeing anything familiar* Do you need directions?
Haru: No. *Doesn't know where he's going* I'm pretty sure that this is the right way. *BSing it*
Kyo: I don't trust you...do you have your phone? *sounds cross*
Haru: Ahaha....No. But don't worry! I'm sure we'll get there eventually~
Kyo: ...its going to start pouring in about 10 seconds. *very annoyed and tired and in pain, looks around and spots a familiar sign marked "Kaibara High School"* Go right! I see the school. How the hell did you get us in this direction?!
Haru: Um. Intuition? *Grins* All right. *Heads over to the school* We're here...What now? ......We should go inside.
Kyo: At least we can get out of this stupid rain, I guess...and I can get some dirty gym clothes *cringes* ...and warm up...THEN WE ARE GOING HOME DAMNIT.
Haru: I have extra clothes in my locker. You can wear those. *Blantly breaks a window* We'll go in through here.
Kyo: SHOULDNT YOU HAVE TRIED THE DOOR FIRST?! *his fur standing straight on end*
Haru: Maybe. But it might have been locked. *Climbs on through*
Kyo: It wouldn't have hurt to try it first before doing something destructive! Stupid cow! If we get in trouble... *fuming, but quickly runs out of energy and relaxes inside the jacket again*
Haru: No one will know it's us. We'll pin it on Manabe. *Walks down the hallway to his locker*
Kyo: Tch. Good thinking. *relieved sigh* ...can we break into the nurse's office too and get some band aids or something? Then can we get the hell out of here?
Haru: Sure thing. Let me just get the spare clothes. *uses his free hand to open his locker and pull out a pair of black leather pants and a black leather vest* ....You don't mind wearing leather, do you?
Kyo: ... *glare of death and hate* How can you eve-- *transforms back into a very cold, naked boy* Shit! *yanks the jacket out of Haru's hands and covers himself with it quickly*
Haru: *Blinks and laughs a bit* I guess that this means that you're feeling better.
Kyo: *still glaring, his face turning a bright red* It doesn't rain inside. Got any food in there?
Haru: In my locker? Of course not. But you look pretty tasty in that outfit. *teasing*
Kyo: I'm not even wearing anything!!! *his face turns even brighter and he snatches the leather clothing from Haru, clumsily trying to keep himself covered with the jacket and put on the clothes at the same time*
Haru: I know. *grins and turns for Kyo's sanity* I was teasing you. Hmm. The nurse's office is right around here.
Kyo: Why are there so many damn zippers?! *grumbles, trying to figure out how to put on the uncomfortable pants*
Haru: Because I like zippers. *Closes his locker and looks at Kyo* You done?
Kyo: *twitching with annoyance, looking down at the pants*...I think I put them on backwards.
Haru: No, that's right. *tilts his head* You wear them pretty well.
Kyo: Let's go. *steps forward slowly* ...ow. *grumbles, cringing* Leather and cuts don't...get along.
Haru: All right. *Kicks the door to the nurses office open* *the lock on the door shatters* .....Manabe did it. *Steps inside* Let's see....*Goes looking through the cabinets*
Kyo: *shakes his head in disapproval* Idiot... *reaches up and grabs the bottle antiseptic and bandages from a nearby shelf* I've got it.
Haru: ...Oh. Want me to put them on for you? *wanders over to Kyo*
Kyo: *nods, blushing sheepishly* But only the ones you can see, I can do the rest myself.
Haru: All right. It might sting a bit, so bear with me. *Takes the bottle and a cotton swab* Here we go... *begins to put dab Kyo's cuts and wounds*
Kyo: *hisses in pain* Stupid cow! *growls, his hands tightening into fists* Promise to never use a fucking whip on me.
Haru: Aw. All right. I'll have to return it then. *Continues to dab the cuts, ignoring the hissing*
Kyo: You've got to be kidding me! *glares* I can't...after that...*grinds his teeth together, bearing the pain*
Haru: I said I'll return it. I understand. *finishes dabbing and is applying the bandages*
Kyo: *grumbles* ...sorry.
Haru: *Stands up* There, kitty kitty. All fixed.
Kyo: *blushes at the nickname* Can we go home now? *looks up at Haru*
Haru: Hmm. *glances out the window at the downfall* You wanna head out in this storm?
Thunder: *CRACKS LOUDLY*
Kyo: *his orange hair immediately bristles at the thought* Never mind. Let's find food.
Haru: *Nods in agreement* All right. The nurse usually has pretzels stashed in here somewhere.
Kyo: ...how the hell do you know that? *puzzled look*
Haru: ..............The nurse likes me. *Rummages around*
Kyo: What is that supposed to mean?! *blushes looking at some of the items Haru is pushing aside in the desk drawer*
Haru: *Doesn't notice the condoms and birth control pills that he's pushing aside* Oh nothing.
Kyo: What?! THAT IS NOT AN ANSWER!!! *snaps angrily, staring at the items in the drawer* Can't we just go to the vending machine?!
Haru: Vending machine. Good idea. *Closes the drawer* Let's go.
Kyo: *tears his eyes from where the drawer was just open* Wait! *suddenly reaches out and grabs at Haru's passing shirt, pulling on it*
Haru: *Stops and blinks* Eh? *looks back at Kyo* Yeah?
Kyo: *blushing, he gently pulls on Haru's shirt, wanting him to come closer*
Haru: *Slightly confused* Eh? *moves closer, like Kyo wants* What is it?
Kyo: *avoids Haru's eyes, looking around at the floor and room, feeling awkward* ...thanks.
Haru: *Smiles a bit* You don't need to thank me. I'll do anything for you.
Kyo: *scuffs his foot at the ground* Well thanks anyways...just accept it, stupid.
Haru: *Pats Kyo's head* You're welcome, kitty kitty.
Kyo: *nuzzles against his hand, looking at Haru with curious eyes*
Haru: Hmm? There's a question in your eyes. What is it? *runs his finger's through Kyo's hair*
Kyo: Will you...kiss me? *closes his eyes, afraid of his own question*
Haru: *smiles a bit* You don't even need to ask, kitty. *Bends over and presses his lip's against Kyo's*
Kyo: *blushes and tenses up, staring intently at Haru's closed eyelids feeling awkward*
Haru: *pulls back after a moment and pets Kyo's head* Food now?
Kyo: *a permanent blush plastered on his face, he tries to hide a slight shy smile, he quickly nods, feeling his stomach trying to digest itself* Got any money?
Haru: *Nods* Yeah, I've got a few bucks on me. But I was planning on just breaking the machine open. :|
Kyo: ...do you think they would really buy that Manabe would do all this damage? *Raises a skeptical eyebrow*
Haru: ......................Yes? *smiles cutely*
Kyo: Ok, whatever, I need food. *pushes in front of Haru, marching triumphantly towards the direction of vending machines*
Haru: *Grins* Such a cute kitty. *follows* What do you want? *examines the vending machines* It's all junk.
Kyo: I'm not cute. Get me anything, I don't care, I'm starving. Just nothing chocolate or leek flavored. *drooling on himself staring at the vending machine*
Haru: Hmm. *Slips his dollar in the machine* I think they have catnip in there~
Kyo: WHAT?! You're kidding me!! *eagerly scans the products* Wait...you liar! No one makes catnip flavored things for HUMANS!
Haru: Ehehe <3 *Grins* You're too cute. Nah, you can have the carrots.
Kyo: Whatever! I don't care, just hurry it up you idiot!! My damn stomach is trying to eat itself!!!!! *growls*
Haru: *Hands Kyo the carrots* They match your hair.
Kyo: *thoroughly ecstatic at having food, he rips open the package and scarfs down all the carrots at once, nearly choking to death in the process*
Haru: !!! *Thawps Kyo's back* Chew!
Kyo: *swallows hard, forcing it all down and starts coughing, orange bits flying from his mouth*
Haru: *rolls his eyes* Chew. It's not going anywhere.
Kyo: ...water...*coughs violently, tears welling up in his eyes*
Haru: *Walks over to the vending machine and slips in a dollar* They only have juice. Is that okay? :|
Kyo: *waves hands in the air frantically, still coughing and trying to nod at the same time*
Haru: *Pulls the juice out and opens it* Here you are. *Hands it over, slightly amused*
Kyo: *tries to drink some but ends up spitting it all out in Haru's face due to an involuntary cough*
Haru: :| *Uses his sleeve to wipe his face* You're an idiot.
Kyo: *the coughs subside, a smile smile creeps over his face which turns into an eruption of laughter* ...HAHAHAHAHA!!! THAT WAS THE FUNNIEST THING!!
Haru: You're still an idiot *Blank look* What was funny?
Kyo: That look on your face! *can't stop laughing, holding his stomach with his free hand*
Haru: I wasn't expecting you to spit at me. *Blank, still*
Kyo: *calms down, trying to stifle giggles* It's not like I didn't it on purpose! And I am not an idiot!!
Haru: You are. *Grins a bit* Stupid cat.
Kyo: Get that damn grin off your face!! *now trying to keep a straight face, he pushes Haru's shoulder acting tough*
Haru: Nah. I don't think I will. *shoves Kyo back* So, you seem A LOT better now. Ready to head out?
Kyo: "Stupid cats" are known for their quick recoveries! And....*glances out the window* it stopped raining. And I got food. So there. *folds arms across chest*
Haru: I'll take that as a yes. *Rubs the back of his neck* Let's go then. You don't need anything in your locker do you?
Kyo: No. *narrows eyes a bit remembering something, looks down* I don't have any damn shoes though. I guess I can go without them. Shoes are annoying anyways.
Haru: You want mine? *blinks* *is wearing heavy black combat boots*
Kyo: Uh. No. Thanks. I think I'm wearing enough of your clothing. Let's go. *heads towards the door*
Haru: All right. *Opens the door* Whadda ya know. It was open.
Kyo: Idiot. *grumbles at the residual outside wetness from the rain and yawns, walking at a quick pace towards the direction of the house*
Haru: I'm going to head back to my place. *tilts his head* You good?
Kyo: *frowns slightly, stopping in his tracks*
Haru: *Blinks* Wha?
Kyo: Go in the morning. *looks at the ground*
Haru: *blinks* Why?
Kyo: Because its late and you're wet from the rain and you might get lost, damnit. *grabs Haru's wrist, pulling on it slightly*
Haru: I won't get lost. I have a wonderful sense of direction. *Doesn't pull his wrist away though*
Kyo: Shut up. *pulls harder, trying to drag Haru along* Stubborn cow. *smiles slightly* I-I think I need help putting on the rest of those bandages.
Haru: *Oblivious* I thought you said you could do it yourself....
Kyo: *rolls his eyes and sighs loudly* I lied. You need to come do it. Now come on before I pass out right here from exhaustion.
Haru: Uh, okay. *Follows*
Kyo: You idiot... *sigh* You should try to be more sensitive once in a while. Sheesh.
Haru: Sensitive to what? *Totally doesn't get it* Is sensei home?
Kyo: *growls out* You damn idiot! I just got whipped for three days straight, I didn't sleep, I was screamed at, and didn't eat. Just because I had a good laugh over some stupid juice on your face doesn't mean I'm all goddamn better. *stops walking again and turns to face Haru, his hand tugging at the bottom of his shirt again* I-I need you with me tonight...
Haru: *Blinks* All right. If you wanted me to stay, all you needed to do was say so. *smiles a bit* Let's go
Kyo: ...carry me again? *tries to look innocent*
Haru: No. *Bored expression* You aren't the only tired one.
Kyo: Damn. *hangs head and keeps walking in the direction of the house, his hand dangling suspiciously empty by his side...*
Haru: *Follows* You're going strait to bed, mister.
Kyo: *grabs Haru's hand and looks up at him with a nod*
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It's okay xD ♥ I should have told you sooner *idiot*