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I'm in a good mood for once, so I decided to post. Don't make me think that was a mistake.

It looks like I have a busy weekend, whether that is good or bad we'll find out. But I guess I am looking forward to getting out of the house...and to eating sushi. Shishou finally said I had to go back to Shigure's...which sucks. Damn perverted dog. To whoever put leeks under my pillow while I was gone, if I find out which one of you idiots did it, I am going to punch you so hard your nose will be pointing towards your tiny, tiny brain.

I haven't been going to school lately...Well, I go to the school, but I haven't gone inside the building in about a week. I just don't have any reason to force myself to go anymore...

Shrimp, e-mail me.

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...if I'm bored enough.

You talk a lot.

I'm already in a bad mood again.

So do you.

Because you're going back?

I do not!

Because...something reminded me of that stupid cow.

Oh. Was it Rin?

Shishou called me kitten...Haru used to call me that...he had a lot of stupid nicknames for me. Like "kitty hime".

I bet he called you kitten before Haru did, huh?

I'm really sorry, Kyo.

Just...if you want him in your life, you should tell him. That's what I think, anyway.

Yeah, but I never thought about Shishou calling me that until after Haru did...

I can't...he doesn't want me, hes busy with his friends and going to his new school...if I say something like that, he'll say "I am in your life." He's so dense.

At least he's not cruel. I'm not sure which is worse.

That was bad word choice on my part. Do you love him? Tell him. Take it from someone who can be dense. Sometimes you have to hit people with a Clue by 4.

Maybe he thinks you don't want him around anymore. And he stopped going to that school.

He'll say "I love you too" and not think anything of it...it won't make a difference.

Does he think he's doing what's best for you or what?

Just...if you want to talk about something else, that's fine.

Yeah...he doesn't want me to get hurt by Akito while he is gone at school...

Whatever, it doesn't matter. We'll talk about something else tomorrow.

That's the head of your family, right? Won't anyone any of you go with get hurt by him? That's what everyone always seems to worry about.

So, he's saying he doesn't want to be the reason why you'd get hurt, and you say that's your choice? And neither agrees. What a mess. Want me to bop him on the head for you next time I see him?

Okay. Tomorrow we'll have fun and screw everyone else.

I knew you're already thinking about it or I wouldn't ask questions. I don't just talk, you know. I'm a good listener, too.

...what? That made no sense.

It did so! You have to read it in bits. >>

Logic problems. Bleh.

Did YOU read it over? The second sentence doesn't make any sense.

That's what everyone always seems to worry about.

Makes perfect sense to me. Anyway, I can't help it if I think faster than I type.

"Won't anyone any of you go with get hurt by him?"

It makes sense, you just said it in a stupid way.

Yes, he is the head of the family. Last time I went to see him...he locked me up for three days and...stuff. Because of me and Haru. Haru didn't even try to save me...

Haru is saying he wants to be there to try to protect me, and he cant when he is at school.

>_< I don't care who he is. Your family shouldn't let him do that stuff, Kyo.

Did Haru know that's what happened? Or do you think he did?

I...this must all hurt so incredibly much.

Hey. What's your favorite thing to do in the world? Other than kicking Yuki's butt?

We don't have a choice.

He...found me afterwards. In a park...I was in bad shape.

I miss him.

...I don't know. Besides being with Haru?

It's all part of the curse, huh? Still...no one should treat others that way.

Maybe he thought he'd make things worse. I honestly can't begin to understand. My life is so simple in comparison.

I know. You can't turn feelings off and on like a faucet. Even if you fall for someone else sometime in the future, those feelings will still be there. It's...weird.

Well, I can't help you with beating up Yuki or being with Haru. Let's do something crazy fun and to heck with anyone else. It won't make your problems go away, but maybe you can forget them for a little bit. ^_^

Yeah.

I don't care if I get hurt by Akito...I want to be Haru's...and I want him to be only mine. But thats selfish of me to say...he probably just got tired of me. I don't know. I shouldn't have trusted him in the first place, the cat can't truly be loved...

I-...I think I like someone else.

I like to watch the stars with Kisa...I haven't seen her in a while, and I was mean to her last time on LJ...

You may not care if you get hurt, but I'm sure Haru does. And don't you dare repeat that curse tripe to me or I will so box your ears. I wouldn't bother talking to you if I didn't think you were worthwhile. You're worth it, Kyo. People love you whether you choose to believe that or not.

Really? I hope it works out for you. It's...confusing, huh? Maybe sometime we'll swap war stories.

^_^ Why don't you bring her along? I haven't seen her in ages, and I'd love that. What do you say?

...thanks.

It is confusing...I feel bad for still loving Haru and liking someone...else. I don't know what to do and I feel stupid.

You already know my only story.

I kindof...want to get away from family stuff if thats ok with you.

I don't say things I don't mean. ^_^ Even if they don't always make sense to you at the time.

Well...there's a part of me who still cares for Akaya, and that's just really stupid. I'm happy now, more than I ever was with him. But I miss him sometimes. So, yeah. It's weird.

Oh, sure. Then you have to come up with your third choice. Or fourth. I lost count. We can play hunt the stars--you know the lights are too bright here in Tokyo. I'm not nearly as sweet as Kisa, though.

Akaya?

Can we watch Kill Bill instead?

That shrimp is too sweet.

Sorry for talking too much.

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