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I'm in a good mood for once, so I decided to post. Don't make me think that was a mistake.

It looks like I have a busy weekend, whether that is good or bad we'll find out. But I guess I am looking forward to getting out of the house...and to eating sushi. Shishou finally said I had to go back to Shigure's...which sucks. Damn perverted dog. To whoever put leeks under my pillow while I was gone, if I find out which one of you idiots did it, I am going to punch you so hard your nose will be pointing towards your tiny, tiny brain.

I haven't been going to school lately...Well, I go to the school, but I haven't gone inside the building in about a week. I just don't have any reason to force myself to go anymore...

Shrimp, e-mail me.

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>_< I don't care who he is. Your family shouldn't let him do that stuff, Kyo.

Did Haru know that's what happened? Or do you think he did?

I...this must all hurt so incredibly much.

Hey. What's your favorite thing to do in the world? Other than kicking Yuki's butt?

We don't have a choice.

He...found me afterwards. In a park...I was in bad shape.

I miss him.

...I don't know. Besides being with Haru?

It's all part of the curse, huh? Still...no one should treat others that way.

Maybe he thought he'd make things worse. I honestly can't begin to understand. My life is so simple in comparison.

I know. You can't turn feelings off and on like a faucet. Even if you fall for someone else sometime in the future, those feelings will still be there. It's...weird.

Well, I can't help you with beating up Yuki or being with Haru. Let's do something crazy fun and to heck with anyone else. It won't make your problems go away, but maybe you can forget them for a little bit. ^_^

Yeah.

I don't care if I get hurt by Akito...I want to be Haru's...and I want him to be only mine. But thats selfish of me to say...he probably just got tired of me. I don't know. I shouldn't have trusted him in the first place, the cat can't truly be loved...

I-...I think I like someone else.

I like to watch the stars with Kisa...I haven't seen her in a while, and I was mean to her last time on LJ...

You may not care if you get hurt, but I'm sure Haru does. And don't you dare repeat that curse tripe to me or I will so box your ears. I wouldn't bother talking to you if I didn't think you were worthwhile. You're worth it, Kyo. People love you whether you choose to believe that or not.

Really? I hope it works out for you. It's...confusing, huh? Maybe sometime we'll swap war stories.

^_^ Why don't you bring her along? I haven't seen her in ages, and I'd love that. What do you say?

...thanks.

It is confusing...I feel bad for still loving Haru and liking someone...else. I don't know what to do and I feel stupid.

You already know my only story.

I kindof...want to get away from family stuff if thats ok with you.

I don't say things I don't mean. ^_^ Even if they don't always make sense to you at the time.

Well...there's a part of me who still cares for Akaya, and that's just really stupid. I'm happy now, more than I ever was with him. But I miss him sometimes. So, yeah. It's weird.

Oh, sure. Then you have to come up with your third choice. Or fourth. I lost count. We can play hunt the stars--you know the lights are too bright here in Tokyo. I'm not nearly as sweet as Kisa, though.

Akaya?

Can we watch Kill Bill instead?

That shrimp is too sweet.

Sorry for talking too much.

My old boyfriend. He'd just dumped me right when we got to know each other.

Kill Bill sounds awesome. I have both movies here, so just bring yourself.

She's adorable. I adopted her as my kid sister. ^_^

I don't mind. It's good to get things out. Keep them in too long, and you explode, and that always happens at the absolutely worst time.

He sounds like an idiot.

I'm in the mood for blood and killing.

I know...she somehow...weaseled her way into my heart...and now she will probably get hurt because of me...

^_^ Thank you for saying that. I think he is, too, but it worked out for the best. He was one of my best friends. It hurt a lot worse to lose the friendship.

Hooray for senseless violence!

>_< Akito would hurt Kisa?

He has already, I wouldn't doubt it.

...I can't--she's just--

I won't say anything. It'll just make you feel worse.

I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said anything.

No. You can talk to me. I just get so angry that this happens to any of you, but to her--! ;__;

You need to talk to someone sometimes.

Shit...I fucked everything up...now Kisa is mad at me...

She doesn't understand. And you're not the only one involved in this. Haru's doing a great job of screwing things up himself.

And just because Murata's crushing on you doesn't follow that you are on him even if...that's who you meant you might have feelings for, huh?

I just...Haru said he would love me forever, until I didn't want him anymore. He promised. But he has barely spoken to me since we broke up. He hasn't commented on a single one of my stupid entries. He hasn't even come to visit since he changed schools...

What the fuck am I supposed to do...keep hoping he still loves me while he continues to act like he doesn't give a shit? Or try and move on.

Have you told him what you just told me? He strikes me as the sort who has to be hit upside the head before something sinks in.

...I think you deserve to be happy, Kyo, however you manage it. Be careful about rebounding.

I just don't know anymore...I don't get to be happy...I was born to be miserable.

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