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hates_leeks ([personal profile] hates_leeks) wrote2007-11-08 10:04 pm

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I'm in a good mood for once, so I decided to post. Don't make me think that was a mistake.

It looks like I have a busy weekend, whether that is good or bad we'll find out. But I guess I am looking forward to getting out of the house...and to eating sushi. Shishou finally said I had to go back to Shigure's...which sucks. Damn perverted dog. To whoever put leeks under my pillow while I was gone, if I find out which one of you idiots did it, I am going to punch you so hard your nose will be pointing towards your tiny, tiny brain.

I haven't been going to school lately...Well, I go to the school, but I haven't gone inside the building in about a week. I just don't have any reason to force myself to go anymore...

Shrimp, e-mail me.

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[identity profile] bananas-an.livejournal.com 2007-11-10 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
She doesn't understand. And you're not the only one involved in this. Haru's doing a great job of screwing things up himself.

And just because Murata's crushing on you doesn't follow that you are on him even if...that's who you meant you might have feelings for, huh?

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[identity profile] hates-leeks.livejournal.com 2007-11-10 01:14 am (UTC)(link)
I just...Haru said he would love me forever, until I didn't want him anymore. He promised. But he has barely spoken to me since we broke up. He hasn't commented on a single one of my stupid entries. He hasn't even come to visit since he changed schools...

What the fuck am I supposed to do...keep hoping he still loves me while he continues to act like he doesn't give a shit? Or try and move on.

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[identity profile] bananas-an.livejournal.com 2007-11-10 02:53 am (UTC)(link)
Have you told him what you just told me? He strikes me as the sort who has to be hit upside the head before something sinks in.

...I think you deserve to be happy, Kyo, however you manage it. Be careful about rebounding.

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[identity profile] hates-leeks.livejournal.com 2007-11-10 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
I just don't know anymore...I don't get to be happy...I was born to be miserable.