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[hates_leeks]

I'm in a good mood for once, so I decided to post. Don't make me think that was a mistake.

It looks like I have a busy weekend, whether that is good or bad we'll find out. But I guess I am looking forward to getting out of the house...and to eating sushi. Shishou finally said I had to go back to Shigure's...which sucks. Damn perverted dog. To whoever put leeks under my pillow while I was gone, if I find out which one of you idiots did it, I am going to punch you so hard your nose will be pointing towards your tiny, tiny brain.

I haven't been going to school lately...Well, I go to the school, but I haven't gone inside the building in about a week. I just don't have any reason to force myself to go anymore...

Shrimp, e-mail me.

Comments

Re: [Private to Murata]

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

What's up, Kyo?

Re: [Private to Murata]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Go read Kisa's post and you'll get the gist of it...

Re: [Private to Murata]

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

Ahaha...which one is Kisa again?

Re: [Private to Murata]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Sorry, its here (http://silenttigereyes.livejournal.com/3509.html). Shes my cousin and I care about her a lot.

Re: [Private to Murata]

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry, Kyo. :(

Re: [Private to Murata]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I am so tired of this. Yeah, I still have feeling for him. But I can't STOP having feelings for anyone else in the world just because it would hurt him. He chose not to be with me. What the hell am I supposed to do?! This isn't fair...

Plus its not like we're...together or anything.

Re: [Private to Murata]

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

Maybe he wants you to wait?

Who, you and Haru? Or me and you?

Re: [Private to Murata]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Wait for what?? I just don't understand. Wait for him? or wait to get into another relationship?

You and me.

Re: [Private to Murata]

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

For him.

...Ahaha. I'd feel a little improper asking you out now.

Re: [Private to Murata]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I don't know if I would take him back if he all of a sudden decided to take me back. I can't take how he keeps everything secret and never tells me anything and fucking just goes and does his own thing. I always felt like he was just...dragging me along with some kind of stupid invisible leash...

Don't feel like that, thats stupid.

Re: [Private to Murata]

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

It's okay to be in love, Kyo. Happens to the best of us. :)

Does that mean you want me to ask you out?

Re: [Private to Murata]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I can't take it anymore. It hurts too much. He doesn't understand what...I need.

No, I just want...to be open with you. I wanted to be honest. I don't want to keep everything a fucking secret anymore because I hated it when Haru did it. So I'm not going to.

Maybe...in the future...

Re: [Private to Murata]

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

What do you need?

I can understand that.

I'll keep it in mind. :)

Re: [Private to Murata]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I need security.

Good.

I like you.

Re: [Private to Murata]

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

Like an alarm?

...Ahaha. I wasn't expecting you to state it so simply.

I like you too, Kyo. :)

Re: [Private to Murata]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Like...someone who doesn't leave me in the dark. If something is wrong I need to know. I hate worrying.

Sorry, this conversation probably...isn't the best one to have. We haven't known each other for that long...

And I like that icon.

Re: [Private to Murata]

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

That's really thoughtful. :)

Hmm? We've known each other a few months. Is that not a long time?

I remember. It's still set to my default, ahaha.

Re: [Private to Murata]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Was it?

I mean...if I say stupid things like that you will...get scared away.

I don't really like it because it is blue.

Re: [Private to Murata]

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

It was. I'm a little surprised. :)

Stupid things like what?

Then why do you?

Re: [Private to Murata]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Tch, what do you think I'm some kind of idiot?!

Like about...what people in relationships should talk about...

You ask too many questions, stupid.

Re: [Private to Murata]

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

I don't. Are you going to keep asking me that? :)

How much they miss each other? Or something else?

Do you like the way I look in it?

Re: [Private to Murata]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Maybe.

Like...nevermind.

...maybe.

Are we still doing whatever tomorrow?

Re: [Private to Murata]

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

Now I'm curious. :)

Of course. I can't wait to feed you, ahaha.

Re: [Private to Murata]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Curious about why I like it? Maybe I'll tell you tomorrow.

FEED ME?! Don't you dare do that. Especially if there are other people there.

Re: [Private to Murata]

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

Maybe? Ahaha, has anyone ever told you that you're a tease, Kyo? :)

What if we take some back home? To my home. Can I feed you then?