[Filtered from Akito]

[hates_leeks]

Seems like theres a lot more idiots around here all of a sudden. What the hells up with that. Just don't spread your idiocy into my journal with a comment. AND IF YOU ASK ABOUT FIGHTING BEARS I WILL KICK YOUR ASS. Just like I kicked that stupid cow's last week. Me: 43204832, Haru: 0.

Going to Shin Makoku tomorrow for a wedding. Ken is the best man. I'm a little anxious for some reason. It might have something to do with being in a world I've never been before and meeting a ton of people who will probably just end up pissing me off. And only really knowing one person there: Ken. But he said the stars were really good there, so I want to see them while I am visiting.

Why the hell am I even up this late?!

Comments

Re: [Private]

[bananas-an.livejournal.com]

What the hell's with yours?

You're the first person other than Akira I've talked to this about. It's a little weird.

Re: [Private]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

My face isn't stupid!

Nice keywords.

...about what? ...sex?

Re: [Private]

[bananas-an.livejournal.com]

If you can use an irritated icon, I can use a blushing one. :P

What?

Well, about moving forward and stuff. I haven't even told Ginny. She's about the only female I talk to.

Re: [Private]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Nothing.

...oh. I mean. Why didn't you...want to do it?

Re: [Private]

[bananas-an.livejournal.com]

I already told you why I put them up. Or did you think there's something else?

Um...no. It's kind of weird to talk about it. We set "boundaries" every step along the way. What about you?

Re: [Private]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

What?

Well I don't have anyone else to talk about this with. I was just...being cautious. I didn't want to get too attached without building up the trust first.

He wanted to do everything right away.

Re: [Private]

[bananas-an.livejournal.com]

Oh. I wondered if you read something into them I didn't intend. It's hard to talk about it with anyone. I, um, asked Ginny for some generic advice not too long ago. Turns out Akaya overheard everything. God. How embarrassing.

Trust is hard. I think maybe I was ready before Akira was or, well, have less control or something.

It says a lot that he was fine with waiting until you were ready.

Re: [Private]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

...you assume I think too much about that stuff. That sucks.

Yeah. I mean. I don't let just anyone...see me. Like this.

He even offered to wait longer. But I want to make use of the time we have...

Re: [Private]

[bananas-an.livejournal.com]

You sounded concerned. That's nice, so I'll go ahead and assume all I want. Man, was it. How would you feel if Haru overheard you talking about yourself and Murata? I wanted to kill him.

I know. I don't let a lot of people get this close to me either.

Oh, Kyo. We'll think of something.

Re: [Private]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

...I don't even know what we're talking about anymore. I wouldn't care. He wouldn't use it against me.

But you don't drive people away, either. Wait, did you guys...I mean. Have you done everything now?

...I deserve what I'll get.

Re: [Private]

[bananas-an.livejournal.com]

Me either. Tags, I think. Haru's a little more mature. It was just weird him knowing all that. I mean, the whole being friends again thing is odd enough.

You're trying to keep yourself safe when you do it. You're a really good person, Kyo. Um...yes? O///O

The hell you will. That's him talking. And the stupid curse.

Re: [Private]

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

...yeah. I still feel awkward around Haru. So I guess I can relate.

I'm trying to keep them safe. I'm really not.

We're...I mean. Tonight. I think. Maybe?

If it will make the others feel better about themselves...