[Filtered from Akito]

[hates_leeks]

So. The wedding was. Interesting. There are a lot of weirdos in Shin Makoku. But it was...good. I mean. ... Shut up. Even though only a weekend passed here, in Shin Makoku it was a whole week. Good vacation, I guess. I didn't want to come back to this annoying place. The sky was pretty nice there. I think if I...had the chance to do something with my life, I would be an astronomer. Because of things like these.

Things are going too well lately. School is even ok. I don't like it. Why the hell do I even still post here.

Kisa, I brought you back something.

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[shishousohma.livejournal.com]

What is the matter, Kyo?

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Nothing. Leave me alone.

[shishousohma.livejournal.com]

Are you angry with me? Have I done something to hurt your trust?

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

...just leave me alone. I'll get over it.

[shishousohma.livejournal.com]

... Alright Kyo. I will be signing off then... Good night my son...

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

...do you still want to talk to Ken? I told him you wanted to.

[shishousohma.livejournal.com]

I'm sure you do not want me nosing around in your love life. I am very sorry for that. He does not need to see me if he does not wish to.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I didn't say that. You're just watching out for me.

[shishousohma.livejournal.com]

You are growing up. It is time for me to let you leave the nest and watch you grow on your own....

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Shut up. I'm still in high school. Its ok for you to...be involved.

[shishousohma.livejournal.com]

I've forced so many things on to you. It was only a matter of time...

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[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

No you haven't. Time before what.

Shishou. I want you to be involved with me and Ken. I...don't want to get carried away. I think I already have...

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[shishousohma.livejournal.com]

... nothing..

I'm not needed in your life anymore. You're such a beautiful young man, and you have such a wonderful person inlove with you..

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[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Shishou stop it.

I need you. I'll make Ken come see you.

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[shishousohma.livejournal.com]

What am I doing, Kyo?

If you wish to.

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[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Time before what.

...Shishou. I love you.

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[shishousohma.livejournal.com]

... before you left me to go on with your life...

I love you as well Kyo..

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[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Shishou, I'm not leaving you. I'll never...do that. You're...someone important to me.

And he is wonderful. Thats why I want you two to talk.

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[shishousohma.livejournal.com]

Soon you won't need me to lean on anymore..

I'm sure he is a wonderful person....

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[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

..Shishou.

I can't...help feeling like this about him. Shishou. Its...frightening.

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[shishousohma.livejournal.com]

That is why I am afraid to accept Murata-san so much.

That is a whole part of being inlove...

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[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

We...um. I mean. Nevermind.

I tried...not to feel like this about him. I tried to push him away. And I couldn't...I'm so goddamn selfish.

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[shishousohma.livejournal.com]

I don't want to loose you is all...

You aren't selfish.. your inlove..

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[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Its not like he's turning me against you.

I am selfish. I shouldn't have...let him in. We're both going to be hurt in the end.

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[shishousohma.livejournal.com]

silly for an old man to get so jealous, ne?

Kyo.. we will solve that problem...