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[hates_leeks]

...its always my goddamn fault. I'm so tired of this.

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[silenttigereyes.livejournal.com]

..I..I'm sorry. I love you. I'm sorry.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Yeah. I know.

[silenttigereyes.livejournal.com]

I..I broke my promise, didn't I?

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

No.

[silenttigereyes.livejournal.com]

Come here. Come watch the stars with me.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

No.

[silenttigereyes.livejournal.com]

please.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

No. I can't right now.

[silenttigereyes.livejournal.com]

Why not?

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Because. Trust me.

[silenttigereyes.livejournal.com]

I do..ok. I'll be right back

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

...are you ok?

[silenttigereyes.livejournal.com]

silly onii-chan, I'm fine, I'm just going on the roof.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

You shouldn't go by yourself.

[silenttigereyes.livejournal.com]

Will you come with me?

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I told you already.

[silenttigereyes.livejournal.com]

Ok, then I'll be right back, don't worry.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

...dont...

[silenttigereyes.livejournal.com]

do you really not want me to go?

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I don't know what I want, Kisa.

[silenttigereyes.livejournal.com]

...I've ruined things..everything was just fine..and ..and I had to make things worse..I'm sorry oniichan. I know you'll say it's not my fault, but please see that this time, it really is. ..I'm sure you'll still say everything that happened yesterday was your fault..but...I love you even more for yesterday. I love you so much.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

...Kisa.

[silenttigereyes.livejournal.com]

You supported me. I am sorry that I hurt everyone and ..but I still want to grow stronger. You understand that...that means more to me than anything..and I will tell you all the time until you get sick of hearing it.. I love you.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Thanks, kiddo.

[silenttigereyes.livejournal.com]

Our family struggles a lot.. but I'm ok as long as you'll be here for me.