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[hates_leeks]

...what the hell.

That's all.





If you're going to say they suck just shut up right now. I hope your next birthday you aren't a mangy mutt again.

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[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

You think I'm not interested even though I told you its harder to have self control now that you're around a lot, and that I like your hips because I can use them to pull you to me easily?

Its not that I'm...not interested, its er. Something else...I don't want. Nevermind. I'm not interested...

Well I won't have much time to think about it with exams, so maybe I'll be less annoyed.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

I don't think you're completely disinterested. Just not as interested as me, ahaha. So that's why. It makes sense now.

What is it, Kyo?

It's okay if you're annoyed. It doesn't last for very long. :)

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I'm just better at hiding it.

I don't...want to get hurt again. I already feel like I'm very heavily...invested in this and I'm just...just nervous.

Its only a week and a day away.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

Maybe so. I don't see any reason to so I never try. :)

That's understandable. I'm not trying to push you or anything. I'm just...excited at the thought of you. Being in this body makes it a lot harder to ignore.

The week will go by quickly. You'll see.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Its just the way I was brought up I guess...blame Shishou.

I know you're not. But if I didn't get any...encouragement we'd never get anywhere. So I don't mind the way you are. Its not that I don't want to ever, I just want to make sure of things before...we do. I don't think I can...I mean. I-...like that you're excited over me.

Ok.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

I don't think it's a bad thing. :)

Ahaha, is that so? Then I'll keep letting you know. I thought maybe I was being too forward - even though it's not something I'm conscious of as much anymore, so it's harder to stop. Kyo...I didn't just mean excited physically. But there is that, too.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I like that you're forward...

Excited how, then?

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

Okay, then I won't. :)

Well, now that I've served my purpose by living this long, I can really...attach myself. There was always something to be done before - something to look out for. But now, there's just regular life. I'm excited to be with you this fully.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

....will this be your last life?

Does that mean you want...t-to be attached to me...?

Why aren't you here right now?

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

Yes, this is the last one.

Well, not literally. But in all the other ways.

Because I'm in my room? I wasn't aware I was supposed to be over there. :)

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Shouldn't you be spending it with better people than me?

...I can't believe that.

Sorry, I just really wanted to uh, do something after you said that.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

I've already decided you're the best. I don't think it's possible to be better than the best. It would go against the whole idea. :)

Can't or won't?

Something like...?

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

You're getting really sappy.

I don't know.

I wanted to kiss you.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

Am I? Sorry. I'll have that looked at. :)

Well...either way, it's okay. I know your life hasn't exactly been full of loving people up till this point.

...Tempting.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

♥

I'm just...afraid. Shishou has been the only other one who was so open to everyone about how he feels about me... I'm sorry.

I still want to.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

Did you heart at me, Kyo? ♥

There's nothing to be sorry about. You aren't the only one having a surreal experience with this, you know. :)

...Maybe I could use a short study break.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

No. Definitely not. ♥

Well its all your fault for being so damn persistent.

I don't know if...I mean. Yeah. If you want.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

I must be seeing things. ♥

I know. I'm proud of myself. :)

Or I could wait. I just got excited at the idea of a kiss from you going out into the night on...manly adventures, ahaha.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

It means you've been studying for too long. ♥

You'd better not get all full of yourself. I don't like arrogant guys.

Is that a yes or a no?

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

Funny how it's never happened before, though. ♥

Ahaha! I somehow don't think you'll have that problem, considering it's me we're talking about. :)

Yes.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

You must be studying really hard.

Well you're not exactly modest and humble.

Should we meet halfway?

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

Ahaha, well no...but I'm not arrogant. :)

That sounds like a good plan. I'll leave here after I find my jacket.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Don't expect hearts all the time now. And you'd better not tell anyone about this.

I'm already out the door.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

I won't tell anyone. And I won't expect it, ahaha.

See you in a few. ♥

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

♥