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[hates_leeks]

...what the hell.

That's all.





If you're going to say they suck just shut up right now. I hope your next birthday you aren't a mangy mutt again.

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[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Haru just said something stupid that I let bother me, that's all.

I have a soft spot for you. It must have been all those annoying comments about ice cream you used to make to me.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

What was it?

Really? I didn't know you had an ice cream fetish. :)

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

...he said I didn't love him, but I loved what we had. Whatever the hell that means.

Or maybe all that staring you do has burned a hole in my heart.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

It means he thinks anyone would do, in your eyes. As long as you were together...or something similar, probably.

...Hmm. So I give you heartburn?

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

...I don't know how I feel about that. I don't even know how to do...this. I-...I'm sorry. If I'm doing everything all wrong.

Heh. Not exactly.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

You're not doing anything wrong, Kyo. I don't think Haru is right, in any regard.

Well, burning a hole in someone's heart doesn't sound too pleasant. :)

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

...I'm afraid. Sorry. I've...never done this before is all. Haru and I...didn't do this. That's why I want to take you slow.

Its more pleasant than it sounds.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

Didn't do which part?

I'll trust you on that. :)

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

He just came along one day and said "I love you"...we didn't. I mean. Date or anything. I like what we are doing more. I am enjoying. Enjoying you.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

...That's the first time anyone's said that to me.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Ever?

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

In this body? Yes.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

...I want to find something no one has ever said to you.

But did you like what I said?

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

You just did.

I liked it a lot. You're not the only one who's new to being wanted. :)

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I mean, something you've never heard in any body...

Does everything feel new when you get a new body?

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

Ahaha! That's going to be difficult. :)

Of course it does. Only my memories stay the same. But when I was young, I didn't realise they were memories so I got confused and scared easily. Other than that, the actual body feels different every time.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I'll find something, dammit!

And why do you get to live so long again...?

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

I'll await it eagerly. :)

Hmm...well, the short explanation is that I made a promise to the first King of Shin Makoku, which meant his soul and mine had to be passed down for four thousand years in order to ensure that the world wouldn't be destroyed.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

...maybe I didn't really love him.

Sorry I'm getting serious.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

What makes you think that?

Everyone gets serious sometimes. :)

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I never...felt like I could trust him all the way. I always felt worried or in doubt that he even liked me, sometimes...I wished he was someone he wasn't.

...I don't know.

I want tomorrow to be now.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

You mean he wished he was someone else or that he acted in a different way?

It's true. I would know, ahaha. :)

It will be in...a few hours.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

The second one.

But in a few hours is still really today since I haven't slept yet. And we're not watching movies yet.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

I think that's normal, Kyo.

Ahaha. Well, all right. Maybe you should get to sleep, then. :)

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

It is?

I'll see you soon.