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[hates_leeks]

...what the hell.

That's all.





If you're going to say they suck just shut up right now. I hope your next birthday you aren't a mangy mutt again.

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[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Oh.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

...Why are you asking?

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I don't know.

What kind of people did you fall in love with?

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

...Ah.

All kinds - flashy people, quiet people...there weren't too many. It wasn't really why my soul was allowed to live on, so I only indulged rarely.

I have to say, I have a soft spot for the louder ones. :)

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Haru just said something stupid that I let bother me, that's all.

I have a soft spot for you. It must have been all those annoying comments about ice cream you used to make to me.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

What was it?

Really? I didn't know you had an ice cream fetish. :)

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

...he said I didn't love him, but I loved what we had. Whatever the hell that means.

Or maybe all that staring you do has burned a hole in my heart.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

It means he thinks anyone would do, in your eyes. As long as you were together...or something similar, probably.

...Hmm. So I give you heartburn?

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

...I don't know how I feel about that. I don't even know how to do...this. I-...I'm sorry. If I'm doing everything all wrong.

Heh. Not exactly.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

You're not doing anything wrong, Kyo. I don't think Haru is right, in any regard.

Well, burning a hole in someone's heart doesn't sound too pleasant. :)

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

...I'm afraid. Sorry. I've...never done this before is all. Haru and I...didn't do this. That's why I want to take you slow.

Its more pleasant than it sounds.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

Didn't do which part?

I'll trust you on that. :)

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

He just came along one day and said "I love you"...we didn't. I mean. Date or anything. I like what we are doing more. I am enjoying. Enjoying you.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

...That's the first time anyone's said that to me.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

Ever?

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

In this body? Yes.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

...I want to find something no one has ever said to you.

But did you like what I said?

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

You just did.

I liked it a lot. You're not the only one who's new to being wanted. :)

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I mean, something you've never heard in any body...

Does everything feel new when you get a new body?

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

...maybe I didn't really love him.

Sorry I'm getting serious.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

What makes you think that?

Everyone gets serious sometimes. :)

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

I never...felt like I could trust him all the way. I always felt worried or in doubt that he even liked me, sometimes...I wished he was someone he wasn't.

...I don't know.

I want tomorrow to be now.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

You mean he wished he was someone else or that he acted in a different way?

It's true. I would know, ahaha. :)

It will be in...a few hours.

[hates-leeks.livejournal.com]

The second one.

But in a few hours is still really today since I haven't slept yet. And we're not watching movies yet.

[geikaface.livejournal.com]

I think that's normal, Kyo.

Ahaha. Well, all right. Maybe you should get to sleep, then. :)